If anyone knows me long and well enough would have noticed the change in me. It’s been only few months ago that I made the decision to focus on creating a balance in my life. When I made that decision, that’s all it was, a decision. Did not mean that I have changed. Change is a process which requires work and can only be proven with time.

When someone hurts you and promise they have changed, do you just forget everything and trust what they say is true? Not to say at the moment they being sincere about it. But when they disappoint you and do the same, proving once again nothing has truly changed, can you really blame them for you trusting so easily again. Trust is meant to be earned. I’m very much aware of how I trust too easily. First time, I trust with my gut. Break that trust, now it’s for you to earn it back again.

No one likes to be told how to live their life. Best is to raise your concerns and hope the person sees the light. And when that time comes, it’s for you to lead them to it and encourage them along the way. I feel I’m far from the person I want to be, but the change happened when I knew I had to do something about it.