If I think back years ago, it was a norm for me to drag out of someone and say “make me understand”. When last have I uttered those words. My response many times now are “I understand” when I really didn’t fully understand. Why would I say it? was it purely out of respect or maybe it wasn’t necessary for me to know any more.

We don’t need to know everything, why things unfold the way they do. But rather trust the process of the unknown, that everything happens for a reason. Recently I’ve noticed that I keep going through the same issues, which I thought I have learned my lesson back then, only to go through it again. But in a way more intense and difficult way. I came to realize that the lessons we are learning comes to us in stages. As we understand a certain level of the lesson, it get’s more difficult the next time round. Believing this, makes me welcome challenges, especially the lessons I’m “mastering” in 😌 In a way maturing me to become a better version of myself.